Prakash naleyaanu pennu kaanaan pokunnathu. Avante murappennineyaanu kaanunnathu. Meena ennaanu avalude peru . Prakashinu 31 vayasundu. Meenaku 21 vayasu mathramaanullathu. Athu prakashine buddhimuttikkunnundu. Meenayude achanum ammaykkum prakaashine kondu meenaye kallyanam kazhippikkanamennu nirbanthamundu. Avarku prkashine athraku eshtamaanu. Prakash LD clarkanu. Avan meenaye kandittu nalereyayee. Kaaranam aval 9 muthal avalude ammaavante koode ninnaanun padikkunnathu. Prayathinte prashnamalla prakaashine kooduthal alattunnathu. Meenayumayulla kallyanam theerumanichathumuthal prakash bhayakkunnathu meenaye thanneyanu. Pandu,avanum meenayum thammil oru sambhavam undaayittundu. Kallyaanathinu sesham aval enganeyaanu prathikarakkunnathu ennu prakashinu samshayamundu. 3 kollam mumpaanu athu nadakkunnathu. Annu prakash kozhikkodu joli cheyyunna samayam. Meenaku annu 18 vayasanu prayam . Avalku testinaayee kozhikkottu vannu. Ammavanu mattentho paripaadi undayirunnathu kondu kannoorulla ammavante pengalude oppamaanu meenaye ayachathu . Prakash kozhikkottu basstaandil ninnum meenaye avante roomilekku konduponnu . Avante room mettaayirunna rafeekku nattil poyirunnathinaal menaye thamasippikkunnathinu buddhimuttundaayirunnilla. Santhykku avar athazham kazhichu . Athinu sesham raffeeku kidanna kattilil avanum avante kattilil meenayum kidannu. Raveryayee, avan edaku ezhunnettu littitunokkiyappol kannu mizhichu poyee. Meena malannu kidakkunnu avalude pavada poornamaayum arakku mukalilekku marikkidakkunnu. Vella nirathilulla shaddiyum athinullile samaanavum vyakthamayee kanaam .avan kureneram angane erunnu poyee avalude blausinte mukalilathe hukku azhinju kidakkunnathu pinneyanu avan shradhichathu. Nalla thankathinte niramaanu avalku avalude thudaym pakuthi kanaavunna mulakalum avane choodu pidippichu. Avantethu pongaan thudangi. Mezhukukondu kadanga chandanathinte niramulla prathima poleyanu aval . Kurachu nerathinu shesham aval pettannu kalukal randum pokki kavachu vechu. Eppol onnukoodi vyakthamayee prakashinu avalude kalithadathinte bhangi kaanaan kazhinju avalude samaanathinte naduvile vidavu nallathupole thelinju ninnirunnu.prakash shaddi ittirunnilla. Avante poovanpazhathinu mukkaladiyolam valuppamundayirunnu . Poovanpazhathe avanu niyanthrikuvaan kazhiyunnathinappuram valarnnu valuthaayee . Athu oru perumpaampine pole avante mundinadiyilkidannu veerpumutti . Avan melle avalude adukkalekku neengi avalude samaanathinadutheku mukham aduppichu nokki. Kanan kuranja avalude shaddikkullile suntharasaamaanan avan kandu. Avante chundukal virachu. Avan melle avalude shaddikku mukalil melle thadavi. Shaddikku mukalilude samanathinte vidavil avan chunduviral kondu varachu . Avan avalude saamaanam kaikal kondu koottippidichu njekki avanu niyanthranam vittu . Ethinidayil avante poovanpazham oru irumbulakka pole balavanayikkazhinjirunnu . Avan avalude shaddikku meleku chundadippichu. Oru kunjinte mukathu mutham nalkunnathu pole avan avalude sundarasaamaanathe umma vechu . Aval onnu anangi pinneyum athu pole kidannu. Avan veendun chumbanam thudarnnu. Avante kaikal pathukke avalude mulakalilekku neengi. Mulakale avan thazhuki sponju poleyulla avalude mulayude bhagam avan thalodikkondirunnu. Avan oresamayam avalude kalithadathil chumbikkukayum mulakale thazhukukayum cheythukondirunnu. Kurachhu neram kazhinjappol avalude shaddi avante thuppalu kondu nanangu. Avan avalude kalithadathil ninnu mukameduthathinu shesham pathukke shaddikkidayilude viral kayatti avalude valarnnu varunna kochu kanthil avan piduthamittu . Aa samayathu avante poovanpazhathil pashavellam vannu niranjirunnu. Avanariyathe matte kai kondu avalude blausinte bakki kudukkukal viduvikkukayum mulakale aanju njekkukayum cheythu. Pettannu Aval pidanjezhunnettu. Avane sookshichu nokki. Avan vallathayee avan thalakunichukondu avante kattilil poyikkidanu aval avalude drassu shariyakiyashesham kidannurangi. Pittenu testinupokunnillannu meena paranju prakashinu kuttabodam thonni avan avalodu palavattam manassil mappu paranju aval onnum mindiyilla avan leeveduthu avale naattil kondakki. Ethanu prakashine alattunnathu. Pittennu avan pennu kanan poyee. Meena avante munnilethi. Avan oru praavashyam maathram avale nokki. Aval onnum mindaathe akathekku poyee. Aval orupaadu valarnnirikkunnu. Athisunthariyayirikkunnu.eppol avalude amminjakalum(mulakal) puthariyum(poor) thudakalum enthumathram valuthaayikkaanumennu avan chinthichu. Pazhayakaryam onnu koodi manasil vannappol avante valiya poovanpazham shaddikkidayilkidannu veerppumutti. Prakaashine meenayude veettukaar santhoshathodeyaanu yathrayaakiyathu. Athu prakaashinu samadhanam nalki. Meena pazhaya sambavam veettukaarodu paranjittilla. Avan aashwasichu. Divasangal kazhinju . avan avale kurichum avalude suntharamaaya shareerathe kurichum avalumayulla palatharam kalikale kurichum chinthichirunnu. Palappozhum avan thante poovanpazham veliyileduthu njeradikondirunnu palathavana vaanam(swwayambhogam) vittu appozhellaam aval mathramaayirunnu avante manasil. Oro thavana vaanam vidumbozhum avalude puthariyilekku theerthajalam ozhikkunnathu pole avanu thonni. Kallyanathinu shesham avalude dhehathu neyyu puratti kulippikkunnathum avale kettippidichu urangunnathum avalude amminja pala thavana oru kunjine pole chappikkudikkunnathum avan swapnam kandu.kulippikkumbol avalude neyyu purattiya puthaariyile kanthu avale vedhanippikkathe kadichu valikkanamennum avan agrahichu. Avale oru devathaye pole poojikkanamennum avan theerumaanichu. Avan avalkkayee pala tharathilum nirathilum ulla shaddikalum braayum vangi.faashan tv yil kaanunnatharathilulla paanteesum braayum avan vidheshathuninnu varuthukayaayirunnu.avalude shareerathil purattuvan pala manamulla atharum vangi.18 vayasu elappamulla thante pennine kothi theere punnaarippikkanamennum avan nishchayichu.thante ee valiya kunna avalkku oru kalippaattam poleyayirikkum ennavan vicharichu.avalude puthariye(purine) nakkikondayirikkam kalikkendathennum avan theerumanichu. Avalude puthariyil ninnum varunna thenum vellavum oottivalichu kudikkanum avan agrahichu. Thante poovanpazhathinu avalude kunju samanam pakamakunnathu vare angane kalichaal mathiyennu avan theerumanichu. Kallyaanam kazhinju. Athigambheeramaayirunnu. Kootukaareyokke paranjayachittu prakash ,10 maniyode maniyara muriyilethi. Meena enne kandathum ezhunnettu. Aval avanu nere pal glaasu neetti. Avan athu vaangi pakuthi kudichu . Ennittu avalku nere neetti aval athu vaangi meshappurathu vechu. Pinne aval onnum mindiyilla avanu avale oru apsarasu pole thonnichu. Sari chuttiya aa swarna vigrahathe ee rathri muzhuvan kalikkan kazhiyaname ennavan prarthichu. Avan meenayodu paranju "namukku kidakkaam" abharanangal azhichu vachathinu shesham aval kidanuu. Aval puram thirinjaanu kidannathu. Avalude puravum chanthiyum avan kothiyode nokki. Virinja puravum valiya chanthiyum avane albhuthappeduthi ethokke ente swanthamaayallo ennavan chithichu. Kurachu neram kazhinjappol aval nalla urakkamanannu avanu manassilaayee . Kozhikkodu sambhavam prakaashinte manassil vannu . Aval onnum marannittillaayirikkam. Ennaalum Avante valiya kunna shaddikkakathu kidannu valinju muruki. Avan bathroomil poyee shaddi uri matti moothramozhichu. Avan thirichu vannu kidakkayilekku veenu . Kurachu neram kazhinju klokkil mani 12 adichu. Prakash pettannu njetti unarnnu . Meena eppozhum nalla urakkamaanu. Avante samanam eppozhum erumbulakka pole thane. Avalude sari marikkidakkukayaayirunnu avalude valiya pukkil avan kothiyode nokki kandu. Avalude blousinullil amminjakal randum purathottu chaadaan vembal kollunnu. Avalude thudayolam sari kayarikkidakkukayaayirunnu. 21 kaariyaaya, thottal pottunna pennu thante munnil kidakkunnu. Avan pazhayathu pole onnum nerittu cheyyan poyilla . Avan avante mundu valaicherinju Nerathe medichu vecha nirodhinte "ura" avante valiya poovanpazhathel etu.. Ura etta avante valiya kunna avalude pukkilinu nere pidichukondu munnottum pirakottum valikkuvan thudangi. Avante saathanam pinneyum valarnnu oru ulakka poleyayi. Avan aa paripadi 5 minittolam thudarnnu avasaanam avantethil ninnu kozhutha palu cheetti. Aa "ura" palu kondu niranju. . "ura" oorikkalayathe avan avalude arikil thane thalarnnu veenu . "ente mole... Ennaanu ninte neyyappam enikku thinnaan tharunnathu? Ennaanu ninte kalithadathile pasha vellam enikku nakki thudakkuvaan nee tharunnathu?,ennanu enikku ninte amminjakal chappi kudikkuvaan tharunnathu?,ennaanu nee ente kunnappal kudichu tharunnathu?. Ennaanu nee ninte poottilekku ente kuuttan thampuraane kettikkunnathu?" angane vichaarichu avale nokkikkondu avan thalarnnu urangi. Pittennu avan ezhunnettappol aval arikilillayirunnu. Prakash ezhunnettu veliyil vannappol aval kulichu sundariyayee nilkkunnu. Avanu vallatha nashtabodham thonni. Avan kakkoosil poyee . Appozhum "ura" uriyirunnilla. Avan "ura" uriyeduthu. Athinte pakuthiyolam palundayirunnu. Avan ithuvarayum ithrayum pal avantethil ninnu varunnathayee kandittilla. Avanum kulichu. Avanum meenayumkoodi ambalathil poyee. Appozhonnum avar thammil samsaarichtheyilla. Avanu samshayam theernu aval avanodu prathikaaram cheyyukayaanu. Pandathe sambhavathinu pakaram chodhikkukayaanu. Thottaduthulla kurachu bandhukkalude veedukalil poyappozhum avar thammil onnum samsaarichilla. Avan annum vishamathodeyanu urangan kidannathu. Annu meena chooridharanu ittirunnathu erukiyathaayirunnu athu. Avalude mulakalum chandhiyum vyakthamaayee kaanaan kazhingirunnu. Athu kandu, kazhinja dhivasathe pole avan vaannamadichu. Pinne kidannurangi. Adutha dhivasam uchakku shesham avar randuperum prakaashinte ammaavante veetil virunninu poyee. Oru puzhayude akkare aayirunnu ammaavante veedu . Bottilanu poyathu virunninu kazhinjappol neram sandhyayayee. Sandhyku shesham bottilla. Avare ammavante veettile panikkaran vanchiyil vettilethikkaamannettu. Avar vanchiyil veetilekku thirichu. Vanchiyile nadukkathe padiyilanu meena erunnathu.vanchikkaaranu puram thirinjanu meena irikkunnathu. Prakash avalkkabhimukhamaayum erunnu . Aval aadyamonnum avane shradhichatheyilla . Aval midiyum toppumanu dharichirunnathu . Prakash avalude onnum kanathirikkuvan aval kalukal aduppichu vechu. Vanchi puzhayude naduvilethiyappol nalla olam adichu vanchi olathil nannaayi aadiyulanju . Aval pettannu nilavilichukondu avante tholathekku veenu. Ariyathe avalude kaalukal akannu poyee. Avan avidekku nokki velutha shaddi. Athinulliloode avalude kalithadam avyakthamayee kanaam. Avante manassil palathum uyarnnuvannu. Pinneyum olamadichu. Aval veendum nilavilichu. Appol panikkaaran prakashinodu ,mole sharikum pidikkuvan paranju. Prakash ithoru avasaramaayikkandu. Avan avalodu onnukudi chernnirunnukondu avalude thudayil amarthi pidichu. Appozhum avalude kaalukal akannirikkukayaayirunnu.avan payye kai avalude puthaariyilekku neekki. Pathukke shaddikku purathukudi thalodaan thudangi aval ethirthilla . Avan saddiyekootti pathukke njekki. Aval pulanju avan avalude mukhathekku nokki. Aval thala kunichirikkunnu. Avan pathukke avalude thudakaleyum puthariyeyum njekkukayum thalodukayum cheythukondirunnu. Avan avalude samanam kaikal kondu koottippidichu njekki avanu niyanthranam vittu. Pathukkke avante viralukal avalude shaddiyilekku kayari. Avalude sundaramaya kalithadathil varshangalkku shesham avan sparshikkukayanu. Podiromangal niranja avalude madhanapoyka avan thalodi . Putharipoodaye avan nulli valichu . Avante viralukal avalude pukkil vare mukalilekku chellukayum avidunnu thazhottu gudham vare chellukayum cheythukondirunnu. Sponchu poleyulla aarum ithuvareyum thottupolum nokkatha aa sundhara cheppu thurannu kanuvan avan kothichu . Avalude samanathile kochu kanthu avante viralil thodunnathu avan arinju. Avan kanthine pathukke njeradi avalappol "hooo" ennu shabdhamundakkee. Avan pinneyum athu thudarnnukondirunnu. Avalude kanthu oru rabbar kashnam pole avanu thonnichu . Aa kochu kanthu valichu neetti valuthaakkaan avan kothichu. Avaludethilninnum pasha vellam varunnathu avanarinu. Avante viralukal nananju. Avan onnukudi avalude kunju puthariye amarthi thadavi aval chundukal kadichu ee samayam avantethil ninnum pasha vellam varunnundaayirunnu. Avalude shaddi ethinodakam pashavellam kondu nananjirunnu. Vallakkaranu vallam oridathu adippikkendi vannu. Ayal irangi kurachu dhoorathekku poyee . Avan avante paripaadi kuduthal sajeevamaakki. Avante choonduviral avalude puthaarikkakathekku kettuvaan avan shramichu.aval ariyathe "prakashetta" ennu vilichu poyee avanum thirichu "ponnumole" ennu vilichu. Avante saadhanam ippozhellam shaddikkakathu kidannu veerppu muttukayaayirunnu. Avale vallathilottu malarthi kidathi avalude kaalakathi vechu onnantharamoru kali nadathaan avan aagrahichu. Appozhekkum vallakkaran thirichethi. Prakash kaikal pinvalichu. Aval kalukal aduppichu vechu. Avante virakukalilekku aval nokki. Ava nananjirunnu. Avalude puthariyile kozhukozhutha vellam avante kaikalil kanda meena nanichu. Avan kai avale kanichu kondu nakki. Aval koritharichu. Ithu pole prakashettan ente puthaarichappivalichu kudikkunnathu aval manasil vicharichu.. Pinneedulla yathrayil prakash veendum oronnu chindhikkuvan thudangi. Innavale kothitheere kalikkaan avanu kazhiyumennu vicharichu. Prakashinu annu vaikittum ellam pazhayathu poleyayirunnu . Annum meena chooridharanu ittirunnathu erukiyathaayirunnu athum. Avalude mulakalum chandhiyum vyakthamayee kanan kazhingirunnu. Avalude mulakal kooduthal valuthayathu pole avanu thonni. Vayarile pukkil valiya oru kulam kanakku avanu kanaan patti. Athu kandu kazhinja dhivasathe pole avan vannamadichu thrupthippedan theerumanichu. Avan avante mundu valaicherinju. Nerathe medichu vecha nirodhinte "ura" avante valiya poovanpazhathel etu.. Ura etta avante valiya kunna avalude mulakku nere pidichukondu munnottum pirakottum aanjadikkuvan thudangi. Avante saathanam pinneyum valarnnu oru padavalanga poleyayi. Avan aa paripadi 5 minittolam thudarnnu. Avan kannadachu pidichukondu adi thudarnnu. Pettannu avantethil aaro pidichathupole avanu thonni, avan kannu thurannu nokkiyappol thante "putharikkutti" thante ulakkaye balamayee pidichukondirikkunnu. "Ithu ente avakaashama" aval paranju. Avan ariyathe "ente pussikkutti.." ennu vilichu . "Etta. innu vallathel vechu enthakkeya cheythathu.. Enne onnu sharikku kalichu thaa." aval avanodu konchi . "innu raathri muzhuvanum ettan mole kalichu tharaam.." avan avalude mukhathu moonnalu thavana chumbhichu. Aval appozhum avante poovanpazhathel pidichu aanjadikkukayayirunnu. Mukkaladiyolam varunna avante kunna avalude kaiyyil othungiyirunnilla. Athinu chuttumulla romakkadu kandu aval kannu mizhichupoyee. Avalkku vallaatha kadi thonni.ethrayum pettannu ee saamaanam thantethil kayariyirunnenkil ennaval aagrahichu. Athinidayil avan chodhichu " mole innaleyokke ettanekondu entha kalippikkathirunnathu". "Ettanentha kalikkan varathirunnathu" aval thirichu chodhichu. Aval avantethil ninnum "ura" ooriyeduthu. "enthina ethokke idunnathu enikku engane pachayaayi kaananam"Avante valiya saamaanam kandu aval kothiyode nokki. Aval oru kalippattamennapole aa valiya gulaane uruttikondirunnu. Avanu sukham keri "mole orupadittu kalippikkathe ,palu molude mukhathu veezhum"avan paranju. "Aayikkotte enikku ithu muzhuvan venam , palu muzhuvan kudikkanam." Aval chinungi.aval randu kaikal kondu avante kunnaye pidichukondu aanjadikkuvan thudangi. Avanu swargathil enna pole thonni "Ettanariyamo.. Randu dhivasamayee ente pooril kadi thudangiyittu ,ee poovanpazham entethu mathrma njan itharkum tharilla" aval aa sadhanathinte kadakkal vare tholichu . Chuvannuthudutha 9 inchu neelamulla 7 inchu chuttalavulla samanathinte thilangunna makudam kandaval veendum tholikkukayum uruttippizhiyukayum cheythukondirunnu. "etta.. Thodu policha kozhimutta poleyundu.". Athu kettu avanum avalum chirichu. Avan avale kettipunarnnu. Aval pinneyum adi thudarnnappol,avante poovanpazhathinte kizhuthayil ninnum pashavellam varunnathu kandu. "Etta ithentha ?" aval kochu kuttiyepolle avanodu chodhichu. "Mole ithanu pashavellam, molkum ithu vararille?" "Vallathel vechu ettan ente samanathe pidichu njeradiyappol vannathu pole alle?" "Aanun pennum sukhikkumbolanu athu varunnathu ,athu kazhinju aanungalkku palu varum" avan vishadheekarichu. "Eta enikku onnum ariyilla ettan enne ellaam padippikkanam" ithu paranjukondaval avante samanathile pashavellam viralukondu thotteduthu chundil thechu. Avalude chenchundu pashavellathal thilangi. Avan aa chundukal vayilakki chappi. Aval "ente ponnukutta.. Enikku kadikerunnu."ennu vilichu koovi. "Hai enthoru swaadha ..etta enikku ithu muzhuvan kudikkanam " aval kothiyode paranju poyee. Avanavale vaariyeduthu thruthura umma vechu. Avalude kaiyyil ninnum avante saadhanam swathanthramaayee. Avan avalude arikilthanne charinju kidannu. Churidharinu mukaliloode avan avalude neyyappatheyum amminjayeyum marimari thazhukikkondirunnu. Avalude mulanjettukal purathekku thalli iruppundaayirunnu . Avan athelum pidichu njeradi. "etta entethinakathu sharikkadichuketti kalikkumo" aval kadimoothu paranju. "mole ettan aadhym ellaam padippikkaam pinneedu kalippikkukayum cheyyaam" Avan avalude mulayilninnum puthaariyil ninnum pidividathe thanne avante saadhanam pidichu avalude kayil koduthukondu chodhichu "mole ee saadhanathinte peru parayaamo..?" "etante saamaanam" "veroru perundu" "entha?" "ithanu kunna; andi, poovanpazham,gulan,thandu. ennokke parayum" Avante samaanathinadiyile undakal pidichukondaval chodhichu "apol itho?" "ithanu bol"avan paranju. "Enthu romama ettante saamaanathinuchuttum" aval avideyake pidichu valichu. "romam molkku ishtamaano? Atho vadichu kalayanamo?" " venda enikku ethum venam . Enikku ithu pole valichu rasikkanam" Avan romam vakanju matti kunnayude yadhaartha neelam avale kaanichu. "enthoru neelavum vannavuma.. "aval avante saadhanam avalude mukhathittu urutti" "mol ettane kuttaannano vilikkunnathu" "aa.. Ente poovanpazham kuttan . Poovanpazham polathe sadhanamulla aale njan pinne enthanu vilikkuka." "Ennaal njan mole pussikkutti enne vilikkoo" "enthanu pussi"aval samshayichu "athu etan pinne paranju tharaam" Ithu paranjukondavan avalude drassukal oronnayee azhikkuvan thudangi. Avaladiyil onnum ittirunnilla. Thante munnil oru vennakkal vigraham prakthyakshapettathu pole avanu thonni. Aval veruthe kidannukoduthu. Avalude shareeram muzhuvan avan nokkikandu. Valiya amminjakal,paranna aalila polulla vayarile valiya pukkil,venna polulla valiya thudakal,athinte sangamasthanathe poorum podiromakkadum..ellaam avane mathu pidippichu avan avalude valiya mulakalilekku avante kai vechu. Kattathairel thodunnathupoleyaanu avanu anubhavappettathu. Avan melle avalude amminjakkudangale njekki.
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